Ineffable

And when they ask

Haven't you written something new?

Tell them 

To write is to feel 

The Pain, at its full bloom 

The joy, that never existed 

The Hope, which is always lame 

Sadness, that's always overrated 

Fear, the more I feel the more I feed 

Anger, its fire burns me

Ecstasy, that resides in fiction only

Feelings make me feel life 

Life at its best

And life at its worst

And extreme of everything is bad 

But monotony of everything is lethal 

So I found a middle way 

Switching off my emotions 

And Freeing their contingency 

On humans and things 

So now,

who ever comes in,is welcome 

Who Ever goes away, has my bye 

Whatever I get, is lying here

Whatever I lose is lying somewhere 

I don't get bothered when seasons change 

If my lawn gets covered by spring petals 

Or autumn leaves make a new carpet 

I just choose to walk over them! 

You ask me, a fish in troubled water?

Let me tell you, a dead fish going with flow!